random thoughts on a rainy day
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I just finished readingzen_jase05's latest entry. Napaisip tuloy ako. Wala kasi akong alam sa mga ganyan eh. Pero siguro ang saya ng pakiramdam pag may nagmamahal sa iyo nang ganyan kagrabe. Whoever she is (kahit chismosa ako, di ko nalang aalamin :P), she's really lucky :)
Last choir practice na namin this Thursday. At ang masasabi ko lang ay: Thank God. Tingin ko talaga malapit na ko magbreakdown, di lang naman dahil sa choir pero masyado na talaga akong napapagod. It doesn't help that they have this way of making you feel like you're the worst singer on earth; they really don't hold back when they criticize. Maybe I'm just too sensitive, and maybe my pride won't allow me to accept criticisms. Whatever it is, I'm too tired to deal with much more of that kind of treatment. I've never had much confidence in myself to begin with, and they're certainly not helping. I definitely don't doubt that they're much better than me, especially in terms of technique and experience, but I still think they could use a little thing called tact. Wala rin naman silang mapapala kung masindak nila lahat ng new members eh.
Umuulan nanaman. Halos araw-araw na 'to ah. Oh well, at least malamig. Problema lang pag di na umuulan, sobrang humid naman. Dalawa nalang ata ang types of weather dito eh: extremely hot and excessively rainy. At ang masaya pa diyan, kailangan ko pa lumabas mamayang 4:30 para sa choir (nanaman). Minemeet kasi kami isa-isa para ayusin pagkanta namin. Hay buhay..
Monthsary ko na ulit bukas. Three months na! And in a few weeks, exams na. Grabe, ang bilis. Hay salamat, makakauwi na rin ako.
Sorry kung medyo ma-drama. Rainy days have a tendency to make me more melancholy than I usually am.
Praise fate.. I'm coming home.. - Take No by Hale
I just finished reading
zen_jase05's latest entry. Napaisip tuloy ako. Wala kasi akong alam sa mga ganyan eh. Pero siguro ang saya ng pakiramdam pag may nagmamahal sa iyo nang ganyan kagrabe. Whoever she is (kahit chismosa ako, di ko nalang aalamin :P), she's really lucky :)Last choir practice na namin this Thursday. At ang masasabi ko lang ay: Thank God. Tingin ko talaga malapit na ko magbreakdown, di lang naman dahil sa choir pero masyado na talaga akong napapagod. It doesn't help that they have this way of making you feel like you're the worst singer on earth; they really don't hold back when they criticize. Maybe I'm just too sensitive, and maybe my pride won't allow me to accept criticisms. Whatever it is, I'm too tired to deal with much more of that kind of treatment. I've never had much confidence in myself to begin with, and they're certainly not helping. I definitely don't doubt that they're much better than me, especially in terms of technique and experience, but I still think they could use a little thing called tact. Wala rin naman silang mapapala kung masindak nila lahat ng new members eh.
Umuulan nanaman. Halos araw-araw na 'to ah. Oh well, at least malamig. Problema lang pag di na umuulan, sobrang humid naman. Dalawa nalang ata ang types of weather dito eh: extremely hot and excessively rainy. At ang masaya pa diyan, kailangan ko pa lumabas mamayang 4:30 para sa choir (nanaman). Minemeet kasi kami isa-isa para ayusin pagkanta namin. Hay buhay..
Monthsary ko na ulit bukas. Three months na! And in a few weeks, exams na. Grabe, ang bilis. Hay salamat, makakauwi na rin ako.
Sorry kung medyo ma-drama. Rainy days have a tendency to make me more melancholy than I usually am.
Praise fate.. I'm coming home.. - Take No by Hale
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Date: 2005-10-25 10:31 am (UTC)-karen
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Date: 2005-10-25 11:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-25 12:45 pm (UTC)nga pala, joseph pala to. haha.
anyway, hmm.. i had to comment about the things you said about choir pala. hehe i didn't know u felt this way pala. hehe usap tayo sometime para mafeedback ko sa kanila k? ingat ka.
joseph
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Date: 2005-10-25 04:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-25 01:04 pm (UTC)and yeah kirsten i agree that a little tact wouldnt hurt them.. but i suppose they mean well.. so wag na lang masyadong dibdibin :)
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Date: 2005-10-25 04:54 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-25 11:27 am (UTC)does he know that your monthsary is tomorrow, by any chance?
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Date: 2005-10-25 12:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-25 03:12 pm (UTC)onga no :D hehe :D
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Date: 2005-10-25 04:31 pm (UTC)*taas kamay* din..
does that mean you have ANOTHER "monthsary" other than the "being in singapore monthsary"??
*wink* hehe ^__^
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