ilang tulog pa ba? malapit na, malapit na..

[callista]

Time flies when you're doing absolutely nothing of significance and enjoying every minute of it.

*sigh*

But I still consider this summer productive. I made peace with someone, I spent time with my friends and family, I finished playing Kingdom Hearts 2 and I'm nearly finished playing (again) Final Fantasy X-2.. Not bad, right? :P

I'm torn. I don't know whether I'm excited to go back to school or whether I want to spend more time as a bum. I don't know if I'm anxious to leave this place full of memories I want to forget, or if I'm sad that I have to leave my friends again. *emo emo emo* But why even worry about it? It's not like I can stay even if I wanted to :P

To make things worse, I'm also stressed out about whether to stay in the choir or not. Binabasa ko palang choir forums namin, nahahassle na ako. Wala pa nga ako doon, parang ang dami nang kailangan gawin. Not that I didn't have fun last year. I'm just starting to wonder if it's worth all the stress I'm experiencing.

Okay no more emo tripping. DotA nalang :P

Comments

[azra-il.livejournal.com]

Oh crap, you know what. I made up this sort of alternate meaning of DotA, Defeat of the Angst or something to that effect. Because people tend to want to play more when they're not happy :D Lol.

Anyway I know how you feel, I mean being torn between bummingosity and schoolosity. I want to like, get my mind working again, and at the same time I don't. Gaaah.

[gaerielcallista.livejournal.com]

Lol. It's very appropriate. I can attest to that :P

I suppose we'll always feel this way at the end of vacations. But, sadly, I think my love for "bummingosity" is winning out :\

[step-shock.livejournal.com]

daan ka sa UPD, para makasama ka namin sa paglalaro... =)

[scyphs.livejournal.com]

school sucks :p hahaha actually hindi naman where school is sucks nlng :)